8 thoughts on “Day 15 – FLOW”
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Today, let's get at the root of what it means to be human and what happens when we are going with the flow of reality.
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When I was happy I went with the flow. I didnt let any difficulties in our relationship bring me down. I thought about different things to do to make the situation better.
I have fallen in love with the person I see in the mirror. This man, mirrors my every thought, behaviour and actions. It’s like me and him are one and as much i would love to say i don’t like it, I do because I have fallen in love with myself, let go of any self judgement which makes it easier for me to love him just as he is. He needs love, patience and understanding the same way i need it. And now that I have started providing myself with all that, it’s easier for me to give it to another. I am willing to work on myself so that I can attract the same from him.
When I am in love, everything is easier. There are no real difficulties. Everything is just easy.
When I was falling in love, I felt like I was flying, like I was invincible. When difficulties arose I sometimes snapped and took it out on my partner.
Oh man. Here I go, doing my favorite thing ever.. talking about my feelings! :/ You know I hadn’t realised until fairly recently that I’ve actually fallen in love a few times before. I just didn’t know that that was what it was. Everything is different. You’re sort of elevated, everything is on a different level, different planet even. It can be hard to focus and pay attention and stay grounded because you get so caught up in something that is pretty hard to actually put into words. But when your aligned with it, and moving with it, there really isn’t anything quite like it.
When I have been infatuated with a person all I do is think about them and what they are doing at that moment. This would happen a lot in my teenage and college years as well as my 20โs and even 30โs. I have a hard time focusing on other things like my work etc…
It has been a long time since I have been. But i was so totally excited I could hardly keep myself contained. When problems arose it was no big deal.
My problem is that I show up too much. I give everything I have in a relationship almost to the point of losing who I am as a person. Then when I get to a point that I want part of myself back and start doing things for myself and a distance is created, the other person doesn’t seem to understand the change. Then conflict arises. And I hate conflict! So I further isolate myself.
I definitely need to be my true self right from the beginning and let there be a give and receive flow.